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We love each other but are having a hard time getting over the past problems. We both are holding grudges toward each other. I hold a grudge toward my husband because before we married he talked about to his mom about me talked bad about my makeup , clothes, and hair. It seemed as if I'm that imperfect why did he want to be with me to begin with. He is not very trusting toward me even though I really have done nothing to deserve that in my eyes and maybe I'm missing something. He is with behind my back and talked to my boss put me in a difficult working environment because he thought I had done him wrong.
I've talked bad about him sometimes to my exboss when I was upset but I believe everyone needs someone to talk to I put my trust in the wrong person so she did tell him what I said. I do feel betrayed by my husband and exfriend, exboss. I don't go around trying to find out who he is telling his feelings to or what he is saying about me. I believe that is private and vend time for him.
He cheated on me with his exgirlfriend at the beginning of our relationship I don't understand that and called her talked to her behind my back I don't do these things to him until after he does them to me. I don't understand why he feels so insecure in the relationship to run around doing stupid things. Since we've been moved to Colorado things are better but not perfect. When we fight I throw up things from the past and he does too. I do believe we need healing time. I don't know how to repair myself because I can't prove that I never do the things he is doing to me until after the fact.
We have talked about having a baby soon and sometimes I feel he tries to created distance so that way he doesn't have to have a baby with me. He does things behind my back and believes that's not lying it's not being honest.
I don't know what to do to heal the wounds of the past in both of us. Even if his wounds aren't really there he believes I do some of these things before he does is the same.
I'm exhausted, tired, and sad! I don't know what to say sometimes because anything I say isn't right. Sometimes I wonder if he loves me or if I'm convenient for him not being alone. We have sex issues he masterbutes to avoid being close to each other. He looks for arguments so he can be mad to be able to avoid love and intimacy.
I look in a love spell to heal, to free each other from bounties, to be fully exposed to one another, to be free with each other. That we will start opening our hearts and forgiving. My experience in the world of magic has been positive most of the time magic works for me except for having a baby never has worked. I have moved to Colorado, got my severance, and our home sold so we come move. When we've fought before spells tending his heart have worked great. Most spells have been black magic. I don't think white magic works as well. I have tried to as honest as I can.
I know I need some forgiveness put in my heart.
Great, informative website. My name is P for discretionary purposes. I am writing this note hoping for an opportunity to receive a free love spell on my behalf. I am in desperate need of assistance. My daughters father and I have been apart for years. She is currently 6 years old and has a difficult time understanding why her father J and I can't be together and a family again. I genuinely love him and I've always loved him. We've had severe communication problems. We argued because of his infidelity at the time. He argued that he regretted cheating but felt like we weren't communicating and became disconnected. I pulled away because I knew he was cheating and started to feel bad about myself. I thought he wasn't attracted to me. The woman he cheated with knew that we lived together and constantly pursued him even after he insisted they break it off. I gave birth and she began stalking him, calling our home and sending him messages pretending to be me
! She did things to attempt to break us up. That caused even more tension and our family was ripped to shreds because of HIS infidelity! We are now co-parenting and communicate better however I still feel resentment because I am disappointed that my daughter lost her family. My daughter and I have difficulties beingalone without him. As I still love him. I just want a chance for us to try again at love. We were younger and not quite ready for parenting and commitment. However, we are now mature and college grads, accomplished in our lives. I miss my daughters father. I admit to not being able to stomach the thought of him being with someone else because I am still inlove with him. I believe we deserve another chance at love. However. I don't think he believes we can work because it's been so long. I ask that you believe in us and help us come together and be a family. This love spell would mean the world...it provides the family setting that my daughter yearns. It provides
us with the ability to show our daughter 2 loving parents apart of her daily routine. It gives us a chance to have genuine love. It gives us a chance to love without interference. Please help us. Help him see that we can be a family and love again. I don't wanna lose him and someone else has him and take him away from my daughter and I. Thank you very much for taking the time to read this...
I grew up believing love was something invented for the sole purpose of writing children's fairy tales. I did not believe in true love and and it suited me perfectly. Connecting with people on that level will only hurt you, right? So why should I even consider doing such a thing? Never once did I experience it, I avoided even the word... It would only cloud my emotions, make me irrational and then break me. I have been broken before, I know the excruciating pain all too well. My heart was long turned to stone, or so I though...
When I met him the first time I knew something was different... Maybe it was the way his blue eyes looked at me, maybe it was something else but all of a sudden I was out of words. I laughed it off, making it off as a simple freshmen crush. It worked for three years... Three years I had class with him, I though I was over him. Beginning last year the feelings returned with full force. Comparing what I felt as a freshmen to what I feel now is like comparing a gentle wave to a tsunami of mass destruction. And it gets stronger every day. We are friends, classmates and fellow seniors and that is all he sees me as. He is not aware of the intense craving I have for him. Being more irrational then I ever feared, I long for his arms around me, I long to rake my fingers through his blond hair, I long for him tolove me...
Everyday I see him chatting with other girls, he seems so at ease; yet when we exchange a few words it is completely tense and awkward. We both seem to be particularly nervous in each other’s presence. I always thought that should I fall for a man it would be a Mr Tall, Dark and Handsome. He definitely is taller than me, although I have to mention that I am quite petite, and he most certainly is very handsome. But being a blue-eyed, blond man of German origins, he cannot really be classified as “dark”. He is highly intelligent and excels both in academics and sport; he is not incredibly social though.
Sometimes I crave him with such intense sensual passion and burning desire; it’s like a fierce fire that is consuming my very soul. Yet other times my love for him is like a calm breeze, gently brushing through the trees, softly caressing the leaves. When we are apart is feels like a stabbing pain, like someone is slowly driving a stake through my heart, twisting and torturing me with this sense of emptiness. When I’m with him I robbed of words, I wish I could speak to him but I have always being so terribly shy around him. My whole existence is centered on him, at night I dream of him holding me, but then I wake up to an empty bed with crumpled sheets and I feel so incredibly lonely. I love him dearly, never have I experienced such emotion towards anyone else left alone with such fierce strength. All I want, all I ask is for him to love me as I love him. I wish for Felix Adam to find his true love in me.
For as long as I remember I have felt something was missing ,not necessarily from my life but more a feeling of unexplained emptiness inside,a gap waiting to be filled.Turning 30 this year has made me reflect on alot,I have loved alot,given alot,forgiven alot,maybe too much only to receive little in return,but I firmly believe all those past experiences and relationships I have gone through have led me to where I am now.They may have not been the best of times along the way,but I have learned. I know I would put myself through all that agian because beneath it all I still believe in love,a hopeless romantic!!
I dont want someone perfect to come along and fix everything for me,,I want to be a team,not fighting with each other but taking on the world together.I want to find someone who gets me.Someone to laugh with,and fight with it but at the end of the day we will still stand side by side and have each others back.
In some ways I believe true love to be like sibilings,sometimes they are the only ones who ever truely "get" us.We hate them at times,welove them,but there is an unspoken bond that you know you would never want to hurt them because if you did it would be like hurting yourself,as there a part of you..to me that is what a soulmateor true love is,and I want to find mine,Im ready.
Enter a guy I have know for years just to see,both brought up in the same area,but I didnt know much about him personally.I began bumping into him literally around every corner! suddenly after years of not really noticing him I have finally "seen" him so to speak,him as a person and a nice one he is. We have begun chatting and I think we could have a good chance together but he seems a little shy.Sometimes they say you can search the whole world over for someone for yourself but its only when you stop looking you find it,and right under your nose all this time.I find it odd how I never fancied him but for some reason have always had a deep sense of respect for him.and now he appears in my life at unexpected times mainly around corners! so maybe it is the universe trying to tell me something,but I also think maybe the universe need a nudge in the form of a love spell,so we can have a chance to get to know each other.That is all I want,a chance to see if he could be the one,a
chance to get to know each other better,become good friends and take it from there-as I believe good love, real love can only ever be based on a strong friendship. Olivia xx
am so sorry if my request is long but I really would like your help please. Hello there I am in need of desperate help. I seem to have messed up. I think I came to you once before but at this time I am desperate for help. I am a gay man and I love this guy whose picture I just attached for you to see. Right before Christmas time of last year we were in a relationship. Things went ok but then one day an argument caused him to leave me. I cried so much and I wanted him back. So I did this free love spell and eventually he came back to me. However the situation is he needed some alone time.
So he went to his family and he told me that we had to break up for now because he needs to spend time with his family for now. But on facebook a friend of mine added him and found out he was being unfaithful to me this whole time and said he had been cheating on me with someone else but that they broke up from what he saw. So I confronted my boyfriend about this and said how could you cheat on me this is not ok we were together. He said that he never cheated and I asked then how do you explain the facebook postings my friend is talking about.
He denied it all and basically what happened was tonight we got into this really big argument and he was saying curse words at me and saying the meanest things and cussed me out and he said that we are done. He even threatened to kill himself over me and to write my name on the suicide note. Finally when I asked my friend to show me these posts from when he claims he saw of my boyfriend dating someone behind my back I come to find out he had posted these things before we were even together buy my stupid friend had read the wrong time and date. Oh this is hard. So I tried explaining to him how sorry I was about accusing him and he said we are done never talk to me again leave me alone he said.
I am not sure if he went through with the suicide attempt as he is not responding to me at all. But in a lot of cases he threatens himself and does not go through with this. Ok so what am I getting at in this really long message here? I want to see if there is anything and I mean anything you can do to get him back into my life but I want him to be in love with me forever. One of my friends had a breakup with her boyfriend because he cheated on her and treated her like a complete animal. But when she did her love spell he came back in just 3 days and went from treating her like an animal to treating her like a complete princess and now they are in the loves of their lives.
So surely if this man who cheated on my friend could beg for her back in 3 days and be with her in love and treat her with respect andlove then surely you can find a way to make my boyfriend Cody return to me. Now here is the hard part. I am broke and jobless. I just lost my job and could be homeless very soon unless I can find a job and soon. So money is going to be a big problem as I know you probably charge a lot. But do you think you can help me? I will do anything in return for you. I can work for you until my money has been paid off if you like. I cannot offer you more then $50 a month until I pay this service you are doing me off but I can work for you for free to help pay if that helps. Please Madam I am very desperate to get my love of my life back he is my soul mate and I made a giant mistake. Could you help me? I appreciate your time in reading this message. May you continue to be blessed. John